Regret

Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on longer than I thought
You don't answer as I cry out "I miss you"
I hope for a vain expectation but know it's useless

I hope your heart feels relieved
Please forget about me and live on
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by
It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever, baby
I pray for you

Oh girl I cry,
You're my all, say goodbye,
Oh my love, don't lie,
You're my heart, say goodbye

yeah... love is pain

Why do I feel regret in me? I don't even know why myself...

I’ve been telling you everyday
I smile when I see you.
I’ve told you so many times
You’re the love of my life.
In this world full of lies, in my nervous heart
the one thing I believe in is you.
When you get nervous thinking that my feelings may change
Remember I laughed when I told you that would never happen.

You have no idea. Everytime you lie to me again. It's another stake in me. Why can't you just tell the truth? Do you think I'm too fragile to handle it? or are you just being plain selfish? I guess you should be happy because you are my first regret. Do you take joy in pulling me up and pushing me back down? I was a fool to trust you. To believe you. To believe in what you said. I guess in the end I was a fool to play along.

Everytime I think back...just how much of those "memories" that we had were real? or were they all out of guilt? I can't find a reason to remember those so-called memories..I guess maybe it was just a fantasy. Maybe I was just living in a lie.

I know I can't blame you for everything that's happen.
WTF is wrong with me?
Fk this, so tired of everything.
Why can't I just leave?
No matter what I do.
In the end, I look at a picture of us, not being able to throw it away

a late night and rain falling down
i bring you back from my memories
i promised myself i will be fine without you
but i cant help it
i take in drinks that i cant even hold
trying to fill my empty heart
a day without you is too long
i pray that i may please forget you

girl...
im sorry, but i love you
that's all i gotta say...
look, everything's gonna be alright, isnt it?
so damn... why am i crying?